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sdeyh...saye xnk mncarut dah...

no p**i,b**i,b***h,s****l,b***k all dos stuff...

ump!y td 2 xkire mncrut taw..huhu=p

bnyk bnd y wat sy sdeh..

-stabilizer wosak

-nga tgu laptop plak y wosak(sbb tpkse psg lptop str8 to main plug)

-bnyk xstdy lg..xtau kurun ke brape br abesh

-pe le y ak wat mlm td..klu bgun stdy,kmpem da abesh bc physio..

-sy rse sy xlayak pon amek mdic ni..sbb usaha y sy wat xsetimpal pon..sy nk mrkh dstinction tp apekan daye sye bknlh seorg y kuat study...

-sy sdeyh sbb sy slalu nges..sy xkuat klu de P tp blagak cool

-sy sdeh sbb sbuh pg td sy ttgal..slalu cm2...sy sgt5 pnt smpi bnyi alarm pon xdgr..sy tau Tuhan mrh..T.T

-mlm td sy tgu dy bgun..sy nk dy tman sy stdy..bia sy xtdo..bia sy keep stdy xde nk lyn lptop ni...tp tgu pnye tgu,dy xbgun2...

-sy sdeyh sbb sy nk sum1 y blh pjuk sy...

-sy tau sy xblh nk cte bnd2 ni kat mak sbb t mak rso..

-sy pon tau sy xblh nk cte kat dy sbb dy pon bz stdy

-sy rs idop sy sgt miserable...blk br kmas smlm tp pg ni da bsepah blk...

-ble sy stat nk stdy,ble try nk igt nm2 chemicals y pnjg2 sy jd bgag n fed up

-sy rse sy sgt5 mmbzir dt kat cni...tp result xgmpak pon...

-sbb sy bgun lmbat tyap kali cuti...ptutny sy stdy sbb bnyk lg y sy xcvr...mcm mn nk jwb xam sok ni...

-sy rse cm bdh sgt sbb klu mmbr tnye skln mst sy blank..apekah itu?xpnh blaja pon..

lme2 br saye perasan...sy sdh sbb sy nga xam..emosi mmg xstable tym xam...

so sy pon pjuk r dr sndr cm slalu...

xpe fara..plhn2 k..stdy plhn2..i noe u can..diz is ur dstiny..u mmg akn jd doc..cume u tgal nk tntukan je cmne..either in da best wat or in a stressful way..take it easy..sume org mghadapi bnde y sm..klu de mslh,g je nges kat blk spe2..no need 2 tell them wat happen rite..xyah susahkn org...k?

wkend kol r mmbr2 kat msia...sembg2 ng dorg..i noe u miss `em rite?=)

dere`s no blame on u fara..1st block mmg cmni..for now,keep trying..then next block,btolkn pe y xbtol..k?

try r than ngntk xtdo smpi sbuh..2 je care bia u xtgl sbuh lg..stdy mlm 2..k?at least u nmpk u nye usaha xnk tgl sbuh n usaha nk dpt dstinction marks..

isnt it?^^

now,g bgun,mnd..kmas blk..solat jap..pas2 kua r g bli brg ke jln2 ke..tnangkn kple u 2 cket..

then g lib dscuz anat k..sok xam anat kan..ara ng zaty da tnye2 da ble nk dscuz anat 2..=)

ptg t g ep..ajak f3 ng ckin 2..k?tarik nfas dlm2...hmbus kwat2!!dh,g bgun mnd!!

abah : ok la 2..cuba lg nanti kan ada 2 tahun lagi,misti 100 peratus punya anak abah kan bijak,abah pecaya punya..

tnx abah..

sy wndu umah..T.T

bgun3!!!berusahalah!!!sume org sme..mdic ni adalah pasl `rezeki`..sbb xkan de org y mampu abeshkn bc dan igt sume facts..rezeki org 2,klu pe y dy bc kua xam...

so..hav ur faith in Allah..

keep trying..so dat He`ll giv u something..

dkat dgn Dia..so dat He`ll make everything `cum easier..

wkeh babe?g bgun mnd pat!!=p

BIG smile on my face now..^^