Showing posts with label tension. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tension. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

-Nil-

im tired.noktah.

koyak3!!

sile lah bnuh ak skrg!!

ak da fening mauk baca buku!!!

baca punya baca,xbole jwab soklan gak..

buduh btoiii!!!

uurrgghhh!!!

daku sangat saket ati sama itu physiology

sila jauhkan semua buku2 y ada

sblom ak KOYAKKAN sume!!

Friday, July 24, 2009

am i??

*sembg*sembg*sembg*
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fara : np xreply?bz?
Z : x..mls nk reply..
terase..
sdeh..
sakit ati..
am i tooo snstf??
cakap sume org!!cakap cepat!
CEPAAATTTT!!!!!
damn!
p/s : ak jnis y btrus terang..klu bz,sile le ckp bz k wahai kwn2...ak xkacau...slme ni,pe y ak wat adalah..ak try cari wlo sminit dlm 24 jam ak utk bmesra+tnye kaba org2 y ak syg...but it seems lyke ak da kcu privacy org..
maaf.ak x mampu utk x merase sdeh..
ak xmampu utk x terasa bile org y ak syg ckp cm2 kat ak..
maaf jugak kalau caring 2 mksudnye mengacau..
maaf..
dlu ak tinggalkan msia ngan mood y baru..
nxt week,ak nk tgalkan india juga ngan mood yang baru..
tym2 exam ni..
tym2 emosi nga xstabil..
tym sume bnd nga x stabil..
seyesly,YOU r not helping me out..
shooohh!!

Friday, July 10, 2009

4.40 a.m. now

4.20 pagi wktu india
lbey kurg 6.50 pg wk2 msia
ak still lg idop
pdhal wk2 ni sume org syahid dh..
sume kot...
tbe2 smngat nk stdy since kul 8 mlm td..
hampir 80% ak da cver biochem..
tp apekan daye..
mkin bnyak y msuk,mkin bnyak y ingat2 lupe..
sigh..

penat.
tensyen.
lapa.
pening kple.
kaki cramp sbb cjuk pon de...
ujan xbenti2..
hmm..

walopun begitu kawan2 sume,
saye nk wat pengumuman yang penting.
kul 8 ni saye de kelas bersama sir sudarshan
klas dissection..
nk g dissect lidah cadaver 2..
potong lidah dy..
nengok sume muscle dy..
melihat semula semua structure2 y de
seperti y da blaja dalam theory klas pg smlm..
tp..
masalahnye...
ak xrevise lg pasl tongue 2!!
shit!
tlupe
kesengalan teserlah
sakit ati
cardiac accelerating centre kat kple ak da dstimulatekan
semakin bnyak norepinephrine dirembeskan
jantung ak bergerak laju
tensyen semakin memuncak
semakin bnyak y dibace semakin bnyak y ak tertinggal..
apekah????
geram
syllbus directly propotional to ngantuk
kepala benti berfungsi
mybe sbb bilirubin dh masuk dalam kepala ak
menyebabkan de tissue damage kat brain
sbb 2 r bile baca asek lupe je
haishh!!

ak nak berlari sekuat ati
sejauh y mungkin
sampi tercungap2 mengambil oxygen
utk cver balik akunye lactate y telah banyak dikeluarkan
supaya kaki ak xcramp cm skrg ni
sakittt....
mahu pulang ke malaysia secepat mungkin!!!
meninggalkan sume y de selama mungkin
sejauh y mungkin!!

tlian tputus
xde line
o myb line xclear
mcm ECG merekodkan flat graph
teeettt....
teettttt....
teeeettttttt.........
the end.

nk tdo
ketebalan buku direcly propotional 2 ngantuk
only applicable 4 now
not tnite hopefully..
hope so..

no enuf E to talk
eat
walk
even 2 blink
nak tdo
nyt.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

ah tiiddaakkk!!!!

JULY :
15 - revision histo(PPD class)
16 - Physio SDL
17 - Physio prac EXAM
18 - rivision histo,SDL TEST
20 - histo spotters BLOCK EXAM
21 - 3rd class test Anat (table test-entire block 2)
22 - physio VIVA
23 - physio SDL
24 - Anat spotters BLOCK EXAM
25 - SDLPhysio TEST
28 - Anat theory paper BLOCK EXAM
29 - Physio theory paper BLOCK EXAM
30 - Biochem theory paper BLOCK EXAM,malam 2 btolak g bangalore

AUG :
1 - nek flight kat bangalore
2 - sampai KLIA pkul 7.40 pagi


fahami lah keadaan saya y semakin menggila.
terlampau banyak y perlu saya cver utk xam.
excitement nak balik 2 dh smakin hilang sbb nk exam..
atau...
smangat nk exam 2 smakin hilang sbb xsaba2 nk blik..
atau...
tiada semangat nak balik sbb nak exam..
atau..
semangat nk exam 2 hilang sbb asek pk nk balik..
saya nk sangat balik ke..
atau..
saye xsaba nk abesh xam sbb nk blik?
atau..
sye xsmngat nk blik sbb tnsyen nk exam?
apekah????
da 1 dat im so sure is..
aku semakin gila!!
Ya Allah,bantu ak..permudahkan urusanku..

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

jangan mengeluh..

years back

i was very happy wif ma lyf.

thought so =p

hang out wif my fwens.esah,bie eyka.

miss em soo much..

still rmember

we were coming l8 from ts

geezz...out w/o pmission --> `fly` was da word used dat tym

then,kantoi sama da warden dat nyt

da day afta tmrow,sheezz....dat was da most embarrasing moment ever

urm..i mean as long as i live until dat tym laa...huu

couldnt be xplained by words.

undefined.

speechless.

beepp

beeppp

beepppp.......

huhu

teghok gak kne ngan chief wden tym tuh.

as years passing by..

now??iv been bz wif my works

pbl sna sni..

got presntation every week!!

gosh!!cant u imagine dat?!!

sitting all da nyt

juz 2 revise all those kecik2 muscles+nerve in dat red Chaurasia..

uurrghhh...

feel lyk mau muntah darah laa...

rasenye,waiter kat coffee day pon da nak muntah hijau dah...

sbb asek nengok muka ktrg je stdy kat c2..

hmmmm

wut else 2 do

iv choose diz way

so it will b diz way

diz is just da beginning

wake up n stand straight

concentrate n concentrate

u`ll be fine

miss ara pesan juz now

`jangan mengeluh...`^^

p/s:cant wait 2 go back home diz august....hauuu~~